As I try to make it day by day, it seems Allah has already began testing my faith with money problems and relationship troubles; you name it, it's happening to me. Through it all I attempt to have unwavering faith. I chose this path, and I certainly never expected it to be easy. I guess I never thought it would be so hard so soon. Arabic is the hardest language I have ever seen. I am finding even memorizing a few lines for my surahs (prayers) very difficult. I need a boost of faith, a sister in Islam who is understanding and willing to walk this path with me, to share knowledge and to listen to my difficulties. So far I have found none, but I blog her hooping to relieve some of my tension. If anyone reads this, please pray for me to have guidance and stronger faith.
Sis Cala,
ReplyDeleteIf you are still wanting someone to talk to, I would be more than willing. I'm a white, Christian-raised Southern convert and an Army Wife. ^_^ Also, I know another sister, who has just gotten out of the Army, and is also the same regarding her family,culture and stuff. She is a recent convert too. You can see her blog over at :http://niqabishavemorefun.blogspot.com/
Her name is Heather and she is a wonderful person. I think you would get along with her just fine and might find her story inspirational. ^_^ We would both be happy to talk to you so, please don't hesitate to contact us and I will keep you in my duas Sis. ^_^ Salams.